Shoulders

I realized the other day that I always seem to be the shoulder that others use when they need one, whether it be to cry on one, lean on one, or have loaded up with their burdens for a while so they don't have to carry them for a time.  Don't get me wrong, I love being that for other people, but a shoulder does need some support every now and then, right?

When I was realizing these things, I also came to see that I don't have anyone to lean on, to vent to, or to cry to.  I mean, yeah, there is one person, but when that person is the one I'm crying about, or upset with, or confused about, who do I go to?  Well, I can't go to anyone because the people I would think to go to either really don't ever help, or they will get upset with me if I confide in them.  I guess that's the worst part about wanting to study psychology, you have to be ready to be dumped on constantly, and prepared to not have to vent to others. 

This does beg the question though, what am I supposed to do?  I really need to talk to someone, but I don't know who...  God help me, my journal just isn't enough anymore.