Backwards...sdrawkcaB

Oh snap, that title is legit, haha.
Aaaanyway, I was having an okay day today; for some reason I was a bit more sensitive than usual... Probably because of the bumper cars incident, haha.  Then, my day kinda went good, I had some amazing tamales and an enchilada at a really good Mexican restaurant (food can heal the soul, ya know).  By this time I was rockin' in life; things seemed to be looking up.
Then, reality.... a certain event occurred, which I will not describe, (but it's not cool, just so you know) and I thought for sure that I would be upset and angry and that I would just lose it at last.  However, the strangest thing happened.  I started laughing...

The moment I was out of there and driving home, I was alone in the car, with the radio on and the windows down, and I was laughing out loud.  It was euphoric - the best of laughter - the kind where you smile and you just can't stop; you laugh, and it feels like it's coming from your heart rather than your stomach; and you can feel your very eyes smiling even when you aren't physically smiling.

I was so blown away by the experience; it was so random.  And to make it even more interesting, I found it funny that I was laughing right after that event, which should of had me down again.  So I laughed some more, while I sang to the radio - all the way home - all 45 minutes of it.

I gotta tell ya, maybe I did lose it today, finally, but I can't think of a better and more satisfying way to "lose it" in all of eternity.  Perhaps, my friends, you think that, at last, I am going crazy; that's alright.  Either way, I think my sun is finally setting on the bad days and rising on a fresh, new and glorious day, despite the odd means of it making it to the horizon. :)